I feel your pain.

I lost my twin brother almost 13 years ago.

I didn't celebrate our birthday for 11 years. I mean, really? Who wants to hear the words, "Happy Birthday" when it's far from happy?

It still hurts a lot.

I wrote and published my memoir... a lot about the details around his death.

Beside Myself- Recovery From My Family Betrayal and Estrangement.

There is no timetable to grief.

I was the regional director for the Twinless Twins Support Group International for those of us who've lost our twin.

Check it out. There is a branch in England.