I sure know how you feel.

I wrote and published a letter to an old friend here on medium, if you'd like to read it.

https://pamelafender.medium.com/a-letter-to-my-old-college-buddy-279c179157ed

My cousin is struggling now with a friend who she has known for many years. But her values and morals are so different than hers.

You have many people who support you in this.

Stay strong and keep the faith.